It's All About Me

People Will ALWAYS Talk Dx

      People will ALWAYS talk, and haters will always hate. I wish that they wouldn’t do that because then everyone won’t have to feel like they have to please everyone around them. We simply just don’t know when enough is enough and that the only one that we have to please is ourselves. People simply like to talk and everyone is a hypocrite when they say that they don’t because I know that EVERYONE has something to say and criticize. No one understands that by talking about people, they are hurting and tearing people down. But this world isn’t perfect so it really doesn’t matter. I hope that God helps us get better at things like this … 

School … Grades … Dx

You know when you get on a rollercoaster and at first it’s fast but then it eventually gets slow because it has to stop? Well that’smy curiousity when it comes to school.

How can I stay on a rollercoaster that keeps the same speed or if not gradually gets higher and not slower. I want to do better in school and get higher grades each time. After each report card period, I’m determined to do better but at the end I end up with the same grades. But this time it wasn’t the same. This time they were a tad bit lower. I’m so disappointed at myself. I really want to do better and I’m trying my best but my roller coaster simply seems to slow down because of all the things that happen in life. Sometimes it’s hard to live with emotions since they always effect your daily life. When you’re sad, happy, mad, feeling funny, or joyful these are all things that we project each and every day of our lives and it’s mostly unconciously. Other people simply go out and do whatever they want all the time and still get good grades. I really do wonder how does that happen????? Ugh. I’m not a super hero and I should understand that because I’m an ordinary girl then I shouldn’t compare myself. But I want to get the best of the best!!!! Ugh. God in the Heavens. Please help me… . . Give me the strength and the wisdom I need … . Thank you.

Once Again … .

Dear Lord help me … .

Once again, he’s doing it again … . . It’s happening again … . Ugh why?! I don’t know what you want … . Honestly I don’t. I can’t read your mind so if you don’t tell me what your decision is then I can’t help you now can I?? No … . I can’t. I wish I could help … . I wish I could say “I love you” after you just told me that you’re worrying and having second doubts. Even though you didn’t mention that you’re having doubts … . I know you are. You’re older … . You should know better. But truth is you want something that you are unaware that you’re not ready for. You’re not ready to have what you want. You won’t be ready until you finally grow up and know what IS most important in life at this moment. You should be thinking about college and about what it is that you want to persue,about your dreams and success … . Not about the person that you want to spend the rest of your life with just because they make you smile and pick you back up when you’re down. You should always think what is best for you that won’t always be there. If you know that I will always be here then why don’t you go and do what you’re supposed to do. I wish that you could see what I see in you. Maybe then you’ll understand what I mean when I say that you’re not ready. I’m not ready either. You need to learn how to take baby steps first, you can’t just go from crawling to running. You need to walk things out. This isn’t as important because we don’t know how long we can actually last together … . On the other hand what DOES last forever is your future … . YOUR FUTURE!! That is what will always count and what should be your priority. You should be worried about finishing college and getting an amazing job. Honestly, right now I think that you’re being quite lazy. You don’t have a job?? Hey, that’s not my fault now is it?? You should know better and you should get out there yourself. People don’t become famous by hiding under a rock, they become famous by making themselves known. If you don’t want to be known by ANYONE, then why are you giving me lectures about what to do?? You should listen to your own advice … . . Maybe it’ll help you more than it can possibly help me. You simply don’t understand that we have two different situations going on. Can you please take one moment out of your “BUSY” (as you like to call it) life?? Like honestly, you NEED to take a step back and think about what you’re doing and what IS going on. Because THIS is REALITY not some make believe world that doesn’t matter and doesn’t have consequences. You really need to mature and grow up and understand what is going. I don’t think that you’re ready in any sense … . I don’t even think that you know what you’re doing in your own life. You need to get a news flash and start fixing things before they get worse. Remember that sometimes in order to get back up, you have to fall way down. You need to help yourself before you me or before you help us when we’re officially together … … … I’ll always be here … . . I Love You

Things To Be Thankful For …

Most people don’t realize how many great things they have in their lives. They spend most of their time complaining and being upset/mad about the bad things in their lives that they let the good things go. What most people don’t realize is that life is so short that you should spend most of the time giving thanks and being happy about all of the great things that you have that most people might not have, instead of always putting yourself down and not valuing those amazing moments in your life. Everything happens in this world for a reason. Everyone has different problems and lives, but that doesn’t mean that there is never a solution. With Christ there is always a solution, and you’re never alone. God gives you so many good things in your life. He gives and he takes away. Although we may get upset because of his decisions in the end it’s always for the good of us. We just don’t seem to understand how things work until we get to the end and find out that after the storm passes, all that’s left is peacefulness. We should always give thanks to God for everything in our lives even when we seem to be at the worst positions ever. It doesn’t matter where we are in life because even if we’re at the lowest of the lows, he always comes and picks us up. He cares and he’s always there for us. He’s our father in heaven, and he’s our God almighty!! We should always trust in him, and have faith. He doesn’t want us to complain about every single thing in life, knowing that there are other people out there who have worse situations. Most of us have a place to stay, a family to love, and food to be fed with every day, while some don’t have any of these things. Remember to always give thanks for everything you have. God Bless You On This Wonderful Thankful Day.

What the MEANING is to be a Christian <3

“Some people think that as Christians we must take a certain amount of time to just get on our knees & pray or read the bible then spend about 2 hrs at church, but true worship is from the heart & the bible says that everything you do for GOD, do it full heartedly, meaning, if ur having a meal? Give him thanks, if ur at school? Give him praise, if ur breathing air? Give him worship, when ur heart makes u wanna cry? Smile, when u feel alone, be still & feel GOD embracing you… worship is not a certain time you give to GOD, worship is the life style you chose to live in dedication to GOD so everything you do, let GOD shine in it & ppl will ask what is it that you have that they don’t? You tell them: the love of Christ. :) ” -RP

Hmmm … .

Well, today is my father’s birthday, I wish a BIGGG happy birthday!! Other than that I had a great time at church, may God bless you all. And ooommmmwwwww I love my lovely boyfriend <3 <3 <3 All those girls that love they’re man because they’re so sweet, keeps us smiling through all moments good or bad, and even though we argue about the dumbest things ever, it all turns out well, hope you’ve found your Prince Charming. <3 God has really blessed me with him. He’s the most special person to me. I’m very happy to be with him. Hope everyone has a beautiful day and week. GBU all!! :D

It’s Tough …

One thing I’ve realized in this life is that nothing is easy. Everthing is tough. Sometimes you feel like everything is great and your moments with the people you love could last forever but then you realize that things happen, people change, and nothing lasts forever. Sometimes you get scared of what is to come, but you shouldn’t. When you live life that way, that simply means that you’re not living it to the fullest. *Sigh* Not everyone knows how you’re feeling sometimes. I guess that’s why people don’t understand certain things. Well what can you do about that … . Nothing … . . But you can make you’re life worth something =) Make your own life something that IS worth living for. You got to fall down, in order to know what getting back up and trying harder feels like.